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Has God Given Up on Me?

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Numbers 23:27–24:14


Then King Balak said to Balaam, “Come, I will take you to one more place. Perhaps it will please God to let you curse them from there.” (Numbers 23:27)


Has God Given Up on Me?

Numbers 22:1-20


So the Moabite officials returned to King Balak and reported, “Balaam refused to come with us.”
Then Balak tried again. This time he sent a larger number of even more distinguished officials than those he had sent the first time… But Balaam responded to Balak’s messengers, “Even if Balak were
to give me his palace filled with silver and gold, I would be powerless to do anything against the will
of the LORD my God. But stay here one more night, and I will see if the LORD has anything else to
say to me.” That night God came to Balaam and told him, “Since these men have come for you, get
up and go with them. But do only what I tell you to do.”

(Numbers 22:14, 15, 18-20)


The story of Balaam would have baffled the Hebrews when they first heard it. Here was a famous diviner who was not a Hebrew, yet he invoked the name of their God, Yahweh. Here was a man
whom God prohibited from cursing Israel, but then after a second visit from the king’s ambassadors, God surrendered and let Balaam to go with them. Would God really let Balaam curse Israel,
his chosen people? For the Hebrews, this was a real fear. After all, they’d been living in the desert
for decades. It seemed like God had turned against them.
They’d been told the stories about Abraham and about God’s promise to bless his descendants, but his descendants—the audience hearing this story—were now living in the wilderness with no sign of improvement. Maybe God had changed his mind, just like he did with Balaam, and maybe God really had decided to curse God’s people. But as Balaam’s story continues, a bit of humor relieves some of the tension.
Balaam the famous “seer” proves blind to the spiritual realities around him, realities that even a donkey could see. And Balaam the eloquent oracle finds himself earnestly arguing with his donkey,
and even loses the argument. By now, God’s people are feeling a little hope. Yet still Balaam
continues on and meets up with King Balak. Eventually, despite his agreement with Balak, Balaam ultimately blesses the people three times. For the people, this story brings hope: God’s promises to Abraham have not failed. God will use any means necessary, even a non-Hebrew, to bless his people.


Maybe you’ve started to wonder if God’s given up on you, or maybe you feel like God’s promises don’t include you. The story of Balaam is a reminder that what God has promised, he will do. Look throughout the New Testament for the promises God has for you. God has not changed his mind. Will you continue to trust God to come through at the right time?

Wise Men Still Seek Him

Read: Matt. 2:1-12

Today’s Bible Verse: “Where is the one who has been born king of the Jews? We saw his star in the east and have come to worship him” (Matt 2:2 NIV).

Little is known about the Wise Men, the Magi, who came from the East to honor the new born King, or why they decided to make the long journey from the Persian world, nor why they connected the mysterious star with the promise of a new born king, but they did (see Num. 24:17).